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[30 Nov 2009|09:13pm] |
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For the first time ever, I am faced with the most frightening investment I'd probably ever make... Call me weird and stupid and OA but that's really how I feel... Will I invest on something (all in na ba?) that entails future happiness and finality? They say that maybe it's just trial and error and things would feel right when it is...I really don't know... all I know is that Im old enough to decide but in the course that I do not want to engage in this madness, I could just quit...escape...I really don't know what to do. Inspiration fails me. hahaha
Ok...not making sense here. :P
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| Against all ODDS |
[12 May 2009|04:44pm] |
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resturant city+rohan+L4D |
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I have to get my head in the game. LOL. :))
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| Truly missing |
[20 Aug 2007|02:05am] |
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From now on, every word is truly essential...every word would really mean something to me...and every word would be done according to what it really is...
I am sorry for prolonging everything...i know i shouldn't have...if it was for your happiness. i know that i could never be good enough...so now...i say good bye.
goodbyes aren't always sad...
they are hard at first...but once done, i know that it would initiate growth and fullness...and alas, your happiness...
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| Bordering insanity |
[16 Aug 2007|10:19pm] |
An Enigma
"Seldom we find," says Solomon Don Dunce,
"Half an idea in the profoundest sonnet.
Through all the flimsy things we see at once
As easily as through a Naples bonnet-
Trash of all trash!- how can a lady don it?
Yet heavier far than your Petrarchan stuff-
Owl-downy nonsense that the faintest puff
Twirls into trunk-paper the while you con it."
And, veritably, Sol is right enough.
The general tuckermanities are arrant
Bubbles- ephemeral and so transparent-
But this is, now- you may depend upon it-
Stable, opaque, immortal- all by dint
Of the dear names that he concealed within 't.
-Edgar Allan Poe
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| Nothing much |
[09 Apr 2007|03:23am] |
My entry's title says it all...
This is such a dragging summer...
Though it's packed with a lot of things - events, things to be done, everything - it's also a gloomy summer since things aren't well... I just hope that everything would be fine...or if not, everything would be better.
I miss my friends, I miss my bestfwend and I miss school.
On a lighter note...1.25 ako sa Physics at Biology!!!^^ Yey!
Oh... such a boring summer....
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| Oh, yeah... |
[14 Nov 2006|07:43pm] |
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woohoo.
it's official...
Dee EL ako!!!!
...la lang.:D
Just saw it this afternoon.
Wow.
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| waaaaahhhhh. |
[11 Nov 2006|03:42pm] |
i don't care. i'm still sorta mad.
anyway,
i've discovered that my fourth year physic's book author is my college professor now. waw. yung nagpapahirap sa aking libro noon ay ginawa ng prof ko ngayon, na super strict at sobrang nakakatakot.
good luck na lang sa physics ko.
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| blue apples, feathered cakes? |
[10 Nov 2006|06:32pm] |
the subject of this entry has no connection whatsoever to the entry.
ok... my sched's still messy.
Monday - Sociology/Anthropology(7:30-9am)
- Physics (9:00-12:00nn)
- CWTS (1-4pm)
Tuesday - Writing in the Disciplines(9-10:30)
- Anatomy and Physiology (11-2pm)*
- Catholicism in the Modern World (2-3:30)
Wednesday - Sociology/Anthropology(7:30-9am)
- Physics (9:00-11:00am)
Thursday - Writing in the Disciplines(9-10:30)
- Anatomy and Physiology (11-2pm)*
- Catholicism in the Modern World (2-3:30)
Friday - Social Dancing/ P.E. (2-4pm)
Saturday - Biology (11-2pm)*
> tentative schedule, though.
> three of my most hated science courses
(biology, physics and anatomy and physiology??? the hell?)
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| me |
[07 Nov 2006|12:58am] |
couldn't sleep... must...do....physics.... wahh. kinakarir ko na ito, ah.... astig talaga ang buhay lalo na pag walang sense ang sinasabi mo. bakit ba? it's my LJ so i could say anything and everything i want. wahahahaha.
wow. first meeting with my physics professor and she already gave us an experiment. the hell?!?
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| idealist? well.... |
[01 Nov 2006|12:38am] |
 | You scored as Idealist. Idealism centers around the belief that we are moving towards something greater. An odd mix of evolutionist and spiritualist, you see the divine within ourselves, waiting to emerge over time. Many religious traditions express how the divine spirit lost its identity, thus creating our world of turmoil, but in time it will find itself and all things will again become one.
Idealist | | 75% | Postmodernist | | 69% | Cultural Creative | | 63% | Existentialist | | 50% | Romanticist | | 50% | Modernist | | 44% | Materialist | | 44% | Fundamentalist | | 38% | </td>
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| beautiful shadow clothed in darkness |
[31 Oct 2006|10:58am] |
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"when one person is cursed, two graves are dug..." Sounds euphemistic, doesn't it?
The brilliance of this line is haunting. It made me think of humanity's struggle for goodness and its inability to actually direct itself. What i mean is, a human being is so subjected to sin that sometimes, it becomes hard to determine a sin from something that is not. Take cursing, for example. We know that when we curse, there's a sense of damnation in what we do. Therefore, cursing is a geat sin. However, in this day and age, cursing becomes so common that the gravity of each curse that we say isn't seen much (isn't felt much, either). Therefore, one could say that those kinds of stuff aren't given much focus now - that acts are done without reviewing their probable consequences.
However, what does "when one person is cursed, two graves are dug"really mean? For me, it is still hard to psychoanalyze since the statement could mean something deeper than what it already is, or something extremely obvious (such as what most might think). The point is, when talking about the afterlife, one could easily give opinions, but nothing is really valid.... yet.
"Your spirit will wander forever... in pain and suffeing. Never knowing what paradise is like"
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| sembreak |
[27 Oct 2006|02:10pm] |
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dear kim, kamustang bakasyon mo, ako eto pa rin nababato. bad trip talaga 'tong meralco, bakit brownout nanaman dito... - eheads(sembreak)
sa ilan sa inyong magaganda ang mga buhay, masaya at may kakaibang sigla, BINABATI ko kayo. Dun naman sa mga taong katulad ko na walang magawa, ngunit ayaw pang matapos ang sembreak, usap tayo! (hehe)
maiba ako, kamusta naman ang pagaaral ninyo? maganda ba? masisipag na ba kayo? kung ang sagot niyo sa lahat ng tanong ko ay hindi, bata ka pa... magsipag ka na.:D (parang ako eh nagsisipag na, eh, no?) doon naman sa sumosobra na ang kasipaga, ingatan ang kalusugan at baka magulantang na lamang. hehe. kawawa naman ang iyong katawan. kailangan rin nyan ng kaunting pahinga... at baka mag-overheat o di kaya ay ma-lobat.
nabanggit ko na rin ang lobat. alam niyo bang ito ang word of the year noong 2005, na naipanalo ng isang ateneo professor dahil sa kaniyang napakagandang rrl ukol sa naturang salita. wala lang... nabanggit ko lang.
bumalik na tayo ulit sa sembreak. eto... ngpupuyat nanaman ako para sa wala... nag-aantay ng grasya mula sa kisame na baka sakaling bumagsak papunta sa lupa at nang aking mapulot. hahaha. un-on sentence na yun ah - kung sabagay, sinulat ko naman siya gamit ang Filipino kung kaya't hindi ito gaanong pansin.
masaya ako ngayon. ikaw?
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| insomnia |
[27 Oct 2006|01:56pm] |
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 wow. we have dsl! yey... Finally, i don't have to go out and go to internet shops at night for a project.
anyway, i really miss  scarmid(Oo! Andee, Lian, Cat, Bea N and Bea C., Karla, Aly, Sam, ...... the list goes on) love you guys! hope you are happy wherever you are.
lalalalalalala.... i can't sleep.... lalalalalalala.... i'm writing nonsense stuff... lalalalala.... la lang. hahaha.
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| Thank you |
[25 Oct 2006|11:02pm] |
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to all the people who helped me reach my dream... thank you.
i would like to say that i am so happy.
yey. :D
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| Insanity |
[20 Sep 2006|11:16am] |
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EVERYONE IS INSANE.
That sentence has a correct Subject - Verb agreement! :D
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| after ten years... |
[28 Aug 2006|08:40pm] |
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I ran over the Taco Bell dog - Adam Sandler |
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Watched a play at PETA theater entitled "Walang Himala" ... and no, this is not a Nora Aunor spoof or anywhere near a Nora Aunor movie that holds the same famous line. It's basically about what happened to the Philippines after the EDSA revolution - a boring topic for others, probably. I LOVE POLITICS! Hehe. It's sooooo... interesting.
Anyway, since High School, I've experienced a radical change in the way I live my life. I became extremely passionate in my studies and it shows in my midterm grades (cept PE... hehe). It's so amazing! I mean, knowing me - a 1.25 in MATH!!! (at Algebra pa! wooh!) *euphoric* Summations, matrices...THE WORKS! I love math now. (whatever angelli!) And, to top it all up, I had the highest grade in Chemistry (which is hell), and English!
Overall...
I BECAME A NERD. LAGI NA AKONG NASA LIBRARY... KUNG HINDI NAG-AARAL, GUMAGAWA NG TERM PAPER (pinagkakakitaan ito-hehe), O NAGTUTURO SA IBA(I get paid to tutor, and, a cash earned IS a cash earned).
When I said that I'd change, I really meant that I'd do. And, though I wasn't able to take up the course that I wanted, my motivation to gain more knowledge (not thinking about what grade I'm going to get... or fussing over what I could just work on)drives me towards achieving what I really want to achieve - CHANGE.
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| stuff |
[18 Jun 2006|06:13pm] |
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It's been a while since I've updated this journal. There are a lot of things that I wanted to say but I had no time (or resource) to blurt those out. I sorta like College... although I really miss my "barkada" since time and memorial in MC. My professors are geniuses, but I still miss the homey atmosphere(and admin) of MC. My schedule is hell. I have class every saturday (11-5pm) and it's JUST Chemistry(Nat. Sci). MABABALIW na ako sa 28 units na kinuha ko... well, "a hectic schedule is a fun schedule". Haha. I wish.
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| SUMMER TIME |
[07 May 2006|06:58am] |
I feel as though the summer months are as long as my entire life. I've never been THIS busy. I've never changed as much, never felt this good and I've never traveled as much either.
This is the best summer ever.
The best part of it all is that there's still a month left! This is truly an experience of a lifetime.
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